An idle moment

Of all the things I hate myself for, it is being unable to sit still for a moment. I can never be idle when I'm bored. Because in turn I get more bored.

I have this empty cup that needs water. Fill it up waiter, or I'll look for someone else to do the job. You're slow, you're boring me. You have to be instantaneous! Hurry, fill 'er up.

Too idle.